xanax and weed

I really love xanax and weed. They are good by themselves, but I believe that combined they are GREAT! I will take a bar or 2 and smoke a blunt, joint, or a bowl. The weed just seems to kick the bar in way better than taking a bar by itself. I always wait like 20 minutes after eating the xanax to smoke. It’s making my dick hard just thinking about doing it. That is why I am writing this blog. I don’t have any xanax or weed so I am trying to keep my mind busy or i will go insane.

Addiction

I have recently become addicted to pills. I was in denial for a long time. A lot of my friends are also severely addicted. I didn't believe it could happen to me though. We all live close to Houston, Texas. It is really easy to take an hour car ride to any part of Houston and find pain management clinics. They are badly hidden all over the city. Most of the time you can go into any large office building and find several clinics, usually a pharmacy too. I started using these pills when I was in college. My senior year of college I was introduced to Lorcets, Somas, and xanax. I was working at a restaurant and it just made the time fly. It took about a year for me to become consumed by them. I had a nice house and a loving wife. I lost everything because of those pills. Everyone I know is also addicted. People that also have college degrees. We all had great lives. There was no reason we all should have fallen so hard. Rehab hasn’t worked. I am basically waiting to die.